So my Thursday night went something like this. . .
stopped at Target on my way home from work, bought a sundress that I really didn't need (but it is SO cute), drove home from Target, hung out in my room for a while, went to get my iPhone out of the side pocket of my bag where I always keep it and it wasn't there, looked around my room but couldn't find it, FREAKED out, drove back to Target and looked around in the places I was, nothing there, FREAKED out some more, checked at customer service, nothing, went outside and check in my car, came home and check my pockets from the outfit I wore that day, nothing and nothing, continued to FREAK out, emailed my mom, she called my phone many times, still nothing. . .I'm thinking I must have dropped it out of my bag while at Target. How do these things happen to me? Can I just blame it on my MS? If there was just a reason I think I would feel better. But I don't - I feel terrible.
On Friday I was so anxious and stressed at work I couldn't even concentrate on work. I had this big lump in my chest and my stomach felt nauseous. I can't believe how sick I felt over my iPhone. Am I really that dependent/obsessed with it? (Don't answer that please I think I already know the answer - lol).
So as of now I remain phoneless. My options are to continue waiting it out to see if it turns up or to go to the Apple store and buy the new iPhone 4 but my great friend, Joana, just called all the stores and nobody has any in stock and there is a wait list!!!!!!!!
I hate to admit it but I feel lost without my phone. It is terrible. I don't even want to leave my house b/c then I feel completely disconnected. At least at home I have my laptop!
So as I continue to grieve my loss here are some pictures to remember my wonderful iPhone: